take me there… please
Peace of Heaven..
Priyanka; 20, India.
A dreamer, a believer, a healer, a fighter and a spontaneous soul. ♡
"The only chances you regret are the ones you don't take."
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take me there… please
Peace of Heaven..
Peeta’s just pried open an oyster when I hear him give a laugh. “Hey, look at this!” He holds up a glistening, perfect pearl about the size of a pea. Peeta rinses the pearl off in the water and hands it to me. “For you.” I hold it out on my palm and examine its iridescent surface in the sunlight. Yes, I will keep it. For the few remaining hours of my life I will keep it close. This last gift from Peeta. The only one I can really accept. Perhaps it will give me strength in the final moments. “Thanks,” I say, closing my fist around it.
DAVID’S TOUCHSTONES, I wrote that
When two soulmates are brought together by destiny
They are magnets that can never truly be separated
They are bound together at the soul
They are not connected by physical reality
They are not connected by their own will
They are bound together by destiny
They are bound together by their very essence
Soulmates cannot end
They just are
Susan Ee - Angelfall (via vitaspeciosaclade) —
colourful hand made dream catcher
this was in the ‘Prezail’ tag why is this in the ‘Prezail’ tag? why did you even… ugh. (but I love you..yes.)
Her love is like a hurricane, its the wave bringing in the hope.
Her love is like sun rays in the winter and shine upon the water.
Her love is like the best gift of life after being born and its special, its sweeter than honey and pure like white.
Her heart is this magical pot which looks like its a size of fist but inside..its infinite.
Its deeper than the ocean and brighter than sun!
I think I’m happy its over. Well, at least the parts where I was a freaking idiot. Although I must say 17, 18 and 19 were the most crazy years of my life. With its amazing and moronic moments.
I grew to love myself by age 17 and I think I learnt what ‘love’ actually is at that age. I also learnt that its a powerful emotion with an ability to break and create aswell. I learnt to follow my heart and stand up for what I truly believed in no matter how irrational it seemed. I met the most amazing people and one I’m yet to meet.
My 18th birthday was the best though. I’ll credit my sis for this! I grew up a lot..yea I really did. I learnt to be more responsible I learnt that at times you really need to fight for who and what you believe in. I learnt that there are somethings you’re yet to learn, some you need to accept and somethings which can always be changed for the better if you put your heart into it.
I learnt that when a certain thing becomes too precious and personal to you. You don’t want to share it anymore. You want to keep it in your heart like your sweetest secret. You want to protect it and then, that’s exactly what you do.
My 19th was a nightmare. I mean, a few days prior to your birthday when you get to know your irking intuitions and awful dreams were true and someone is really hurt and try as you may you really can’t do anything but pray for them it really fucking sucks. I suffered severe blows to my chest this year but I didn’t give up even though I guess… sometimes I really wanted to. I thought I could.. I tried. But I think when something is meant to stay it surely doesnt leave to begin with. Its like a voice whispering, “I’m here… I’m still here. Please don’t give up.”
Things became so strange…
I guess the universe is weird like that.
At times I do feel like someone’s here and he knows and maybe wants to know more, wants answers as much as I want but is scared or just needs the right time the right sign… the right push. And at times I feel he’s not here but damn I hope I’m wrong coz all these little signs I get makes me feel like a miracle has happened and my heart won’t stop beating that mere feeling.
I turned 20 yesterday. God bless my parents, sister and my friends for making it a lil better this time. I mean, my friends got me cake can you believe that? That’s actually really sweet. And yes, we saw ‘Catching Fire’ being this book/movie fandom geek I am and of course, Thank God for Jennifer Lawrence!
It may not be something huge but small things really do cheer me up. A person trying to make you smile is a big thing for me.
But then my birthday was and still remains very much incomplete. Painfully so..
Coz the one I felt was there… well, I don’t know where my angel went. But I really looked forward to him. I still do…
And I just want him to know that I don’t expect much, I don’t want to be a burden, I don’t want to cause trouble and even if I do, I’m really sorry but he’s really special to me and I just want him to not let go for better or for worse. I don’t want to lose my friend.
I really am strong enough to endure, tackle and ignore the stupid and harsh things I.e the things which don’t even matter. But I can’t stand to lose my friend man.. not like this..
And wherever he is, reading this or not, please stay yourself, please stay safe, stay blessed and know that everything’s gonna get better. As cliche as it sounds, it really can’t rain forever. The sun’s gotta shine and I hope it shines on you first….
don’t think so…
SOMEONE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU A LOT TODAY PROBABLY
Ever felt terribly pushed away by a friend?
And you keep wondering where did you go wrong?
But even though you’re unbearably cold inside your care for them doesn’t diminish one bit nor do you intend to give up on them.
And its not because you want to prove a point or anything but coz you know that when you make a promise so deep you keep them no matter how bad it ever gets for you and no matter what excuses thrown.
Anne Michaels, Fugitive Pieces (via rauchwolken) —